LAST YEAR WHEN USHER CAME OUT HERE TO SF FOR THE ONE NIGHT STAND TOUR I MET A GUY IN LINE WHO IS A BIG USHER FAN LIKE MYSELF. WE WERE TALKING ABOUT HOW THE CHAIN MYSTERIOUSLY DISAPPEARED. WE CAME UP WITH THE CONCLUSION THAT HE DECIDED TO PUT IT AWAY BECAUSE HE WAS MATURING. REALIZING THAT THE MAN IS 30, HE’S GETTING UP THERE (LMAO, I STILL LUV YA). IONO IF USHER EVER HAPPENS TO READ THIS … I’MA JUST PUT IT OUT THERE …

WHAT’S GOING ON USHER, I KNOW YOU NOT TO OLD TO DO THE “U”??????????? WHAT U HAVEN’T BEEN DRINKING ENOUGH MILK??? YOU GOT THOSE 30YR OLD BONES????

LOL, LET ME STOP. BUT YEAH WE TALK ABOUT THAT AND I WANTED TO ASK BUT THERE WERE RUSHING US WHEN WE GOT TO MEET HIM. DAMN PEOPLE NEED TO REALIZE WE DONT RUN INTO HIS ASS EVERYDAY, I CAN’T JUST PICK UP THE PHONE AND BE LIKE, “WASSUP NICCA WHY YOU DON’T WEAR THE CHAIN NO MORE?” … LOL, ANYWHO I WAS ON JD’S BLOG (global14.com) AND GUESS WHAT ….

I’m at work bored out of my mind. I have completed all my daily task in 3 hours, with the exception of taking phone calls and checking guest in and out. I’ve been talking to my boyfriend #2 all morning, but that died down, guess he’s busy at work now. OMG i really don’t know what to do, I have my ipod connected to my laptop giving me music but its not working right now. Hell I might start watching a movie …

MyLiTtLeSpAcE

for 8hrs a day

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Year 2009 Overview

As we enter the Golden Age of Aquarius, you are ready to receive all the blessings that are there for you, especially in the areas of communications and relationships.

Being understood and getting the responses you desire helps you believe in your ability to succeed and reach your highest potential. Your focus is excellent, and you know what you want. Use this to your advantage when working with others, but don’t demand that they see your ideas as visionary — even if you do. As ideas start flowing freely to you, make sure you articulate your insights clearly.

This year, you will be strongly motivated by transformation, especially in romantic unions. When balanced in your heart and mind, you easily express your emotions and are quick to support others. It is important for you to have a partner who is willing to explore different ways of doing things. You will experience many changes as you learn new ways of expressing yourself.

As you make this shift, avoid putting restrictions on yourself and stopping the flow. You are learning to behave in a new positive way, not worrying about the outcome. This will curb your need to control situations and enable you to take your relationships — work and personal — to a higher level of consciousness.

It’s so typical to have a new year’s resolution I decided I would still do one but keep it as vague as possible. For the simple fact that mines are the same every year. This year and every year after until I die is to better myself. That can go many ways, I’m going to work on it all!!!. I also decided to change my look just a little bit. I’m going to try and keep it grown n sexy this year. I’m going to even start wear shorts and skirts again. Also I gotta get back up on my reading game. I’ve bought about 5 books over this past year and received a few as gifts. If you look to your right you will see my book list, I’m going start all of them and hopefully get through them this time. It’s just kind of hard to read for pleasure when you have to read for school most of the time. Any who new layout is coming, be safe and let me know what you plan on changing or continuing for the New Year.

A few months ago as most of you know I was down and out. Life wasn’t all that great at the time. I came accross this poem that really expresses the way I felt at the time. Enjoy!!!

I Resign

I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult.

I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities
of an 8-year-old again.

I want to go to McDonald’s and think that it’s a four star restaurant.

I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and
make ripples with rocks.

I want to think M&Ms are better than money because
you can eat them.

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Dance … As though no one is watching you.

Love … as though you have never been hurt before.

Sing … as though no one can hear you.

Live … as though heaven is here on earth.

Well right now I’m tired as hell don’t know how I’m blogging right now. I had a hell of a day at work today … some of the shit was kinda funny though.

1st - I lock myself out of the system at work have i have to wait 30mins b4 i can use it again.
2nd - three people call and walk in to make reservations and check in and I couldn’t do none of thee above because i was locked out.
3rd - one lady wasnt in the system, but had confirmation that it was the rigt hotel, and to make a long story short i had to move her 4 times (nuff said)
4th - man wants to talk about stocks and shit … WTH????
5th - new guy to the building decides he wants some purp and shit, I’m sorry but this is my JOB i don’t know who sells it or where it originated for that matter .. LMFAO!!! he goes your from Oakland and you don’t know where i can get some??? NOPE!!! I don’t know SHIT! Cool guy thought, I bet he’d he a cool person to go out with (not romantically but clubbin and kickin it).

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Barack Obama

“Change happens because the American people demand it — because they rise up and insist on new ideas and new leadership, a new politics for a new time. America, this is one of those moments,” he told supporters at the Democratic National Convention. “I believe that as hard as it will be, the change we need is coming.”

So, I’ve been wanting another tattoo for awhile now. Well now I want to more, the 1st one is something like a family tree that I’m still working on. That design has been in the works for a long time now. I’m being really picky with that one because I want it to be perfect. The other is something that symbolizes me. Everyone who knows me, knows that music is my life. Since I was in the back of my mamaz 80 something Nissan maximum singing some 80s song that had to do with sex that I had no business singing (lol, I can’t think of the name but when I do, I will edit this post). I shower daily with music playing and when I get in the car to go to work, school, shopping, hanging out or whatever there is always music. Now I’m not one to dwell on the meaning of EVERY song. Its more so the FEELING I get when I listen to certain songs or artist. Like for the past few months I’ve been dealing with guys and Keyshia and Ciara pretty much had that covered. Then there’s times when I wanna cuddle and fool around and that’s when the Silk, Plies, Trina, H-Town and etc. come in. So yeah I love music and this tat I’m almost finished working on. I want to show ya’ll but u know how people on the net are. They see something they like take it and keep it movin’. Once it’s complete I’ll show ya’ll … might even have a video for you.

IF U HAVEN’T DONE SO YET! PLEASE GO OUT AND VOTE. I DID!!!!